18 going on 40
Instead he will always be 18
I really can't even imagine him at 40. Would he be married with kids? Would he be divorced? Would he be a high school teacher or a coach? Would we still be as close as we were? Where would he be living?
I don't usually think about these things. But today, is his birthdate and those things have come into my mind. I do miss him every day but today especially so. Maybe I will get a cake to celebrate or just light a candle.
I will celebrate the fact that he was in my life for 18 years and a part of my heart forever.